TGIF

it's friday. i don't have a scheduled gimik so i thought of passing by the mall but i went straight home instead. i got a text from a friend when i got home that he was in trellis kalayaan and was asking me to come. i beg off coz its a little late and that place is too far from me even if i take a cab. too bad i was hoping to get a little drink that night too.next time friend.
good thing though i was able to catch an inspiring episode from Oprah. the topic was on healing oneself from bad experiences. the secret they say has never really been a secret at all. they call it the law of attraction. its basically having a positive outlook about things so positive things will come back to you coz what you actually give out in the universe or in life will eventually come back to you. they also said that its good to give affirmations to yourself. so practice looking at yourself in the mirror every morning and say good things about yourself like "you're beautiful" or "hey there goodlooking". sounds insane maybe but it'll help rather than saying "you're a loser" or "i hate you you're so fat blah blah".
after watching the episode i actually stood in front of my mirror and spoke to myself. then i had a flashback about the things that happened to me and what i'd like to do with them and pictured myself in the future. after almost a year i realized i haven't really shrugged off my system everything that needs to be outdone in my life. i haven't really completely forgiven and forgotten those people who hurt me one way or the other. there are still excess baggages thats been keeping me from completely moving on in my life.
they say that healing is a process. maybe i haven't really completely healed but i'm going there.