realize

it took a small argument for us to realize how much we love each other. we’ve been together for less than 2 months. its a very new relationship yet it feels like a year aleady but we’re still getting to know each other’ personalities and understanding our individual differences. i miss him terribly. going home for the holidays is even more exciting knowing that we’ll be able to spend time together. its getting to know the family as well hehe. he actually met my mom already. and so far he’s ok with mama’s standards. basta daw hindi ako paiiyakin ok sa kanya. na trauma din ata si mama with what i’ve been through. but that’s all in the past now. it’s been a learning experience. life has moved on for both of us. a few days from now it’ll be a new year again. i’m hoping the coming year’s gonna be more kind with me in terms of my personal life. i’m kinda wishing for 2 things also. whichever God answers i’ll be most happy.

missing you

i came close to tears as i watched him go down the stairs of my apartment building. he was in a hurry again to catch his plane home that early morning. he came to see me last weekend. it was also in time for his 33rd bday. he got quite surprised when i came into the room with a cake at exactly midnight and on the day of his bday we celebrated at home with a simple dinner that i prepared for him. no matter how i assure myself though that i'd be ok that i won't be seeing him again for weeks, i still feel the loneliness whenever he leaves. we've been keeping our communication lines open as in literally. besides email and texts, we make it a point to call each other everyday. many people say that long distance relationships don't work but i'm positive that ours will

what's up with me

it's been a while since i last made a post in either of my 3 blogs. got kinda busy these past months. i just came from bohol. hannah and lem got married last nov. 28 in bohol beach club in panglao island. it's a beautiful resort compared to where we stayed haha. they had a beautiful wedding along the beach. hannah was very pretty and she was crying all throughout. she was crying while she was walking to the altar, saying her vows, thanking her parents etc. which made us cry too. the party was even more fun coz we danced till 10pm. jill, liz, vani, rafi & i were actually the last people dancing with the live band. it was such a nice experience and ofcourse we had our city tour and the dolphin watching the following day. i wasn't really feeling well even before we flew to tagbilaran but fortunately i managed to enjoy and do all the wedding preps despite my colds and fever. too bad cp wasn't able to come with us. i really missed him there. its ok though coz he's coming over this weekend to visit me again and to spend his bday with me (naks sweet!) and we'll be celebrating my birthday in feb in coron palawan yey!!!!! i'm getting kinda used to this long distance relationship somehow :)