busy

its my assistant's bday today. i surprised her with a birthday cake when she came in. wala lang i like doing that for people. i'm thankful to her for many things. she's one of those persons whom i can share my most dark secrets with hehe and i trust her that she won't tell it to anyone else.she has kept my back many times too. so happy birthday abi! my best wishes mare.

its gonna be a busy weekend for me especially on sunday. i'll be attending Vada Cruzita's, abi's youngest daughter's, christening. then i'll go to hannah's house in marikina with vani to help her out in her wedding invitations.

my mind has been pre-occupied for the last few days too. i've been thinking about this person again, my decisions, relationships..but come what may. i'll just live each day as it comes and i'll be where and what makes me happy.

friendships

according to one of my favorite hollywood actresses, gwyneth paltrow, "the best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends." very true, right?

i have the pleasure of meeting and establishing real relationships with my girlfriends. and its such a good feeling that when you're down there are people who will lend their ears and listen to your problems and also share laughs with during good times. real friends are hard to find so when you find it, just like love, treasure it and never let go.

unrequited love

for ...

i've known you for a long time but we were never that close. i didn't give you my number that's why i got quite suprised when you gave me a call one day. we made ocassional communications through text since then but it was nothing but mere catching up with whats happening in our lives. but we communicated more often when both our relationships ended. i don't know if you realize that i see you more than a friend now. I hope you realize that it matters to me that you respond if i text you; that it makes my day if out-of-the blue you text me with a hello, kmusta k n? i don't want to raise my hopes that you see me more of a friend too coz i'm afraid to get hurt. so don't give me the wrong signals when all you need is a friend who will listen to your problems with your ex gf. im aware of your feelings for her and as i've told you if you still love her, make an effort to win her back. i'm hurting but that's what love is about, making sacrifices.

singles night out

tue night, sept 30, eve of a holiday...

my highschool friends becky, che, shelley, rhea rose, winks and i agreed to meet in metrowalk. i had a report that day in my class so i have to wait til 8pm before i could leave. i guess everyone's excited kasi we last saw each other months ago pa ata or even a year for some. true enough we were like so happy to see each other and the chika was never ending. winks pala was not able to come, ang daya! we had our dinner at steak plus. we learned that becky & rhea last saw each other 11 years ago pa! which is so ironic kasi we're all working here lang in manila. sabi ko nga so it seems we should do this every month haha!

ang pulutan ng chika ano pa, lovelife! we're all single na pala! so indeed its a singles night out. syempre ako unang tinanong. walang lusot i have to make chika (sorry coñotic :)) we stayed in steak plus til 12 and we had to find another venue. everyone was not in the mood to drink or for coffee so we ended up in iceberg. ako ata nag suggest haha! chika ulit about everything. and we talked about our planned trip for palawan in dec. everyone's excited kasi its our first out of town trip. too bad nga lang we learned the next day when raffy and rain was about to book us na tapos na pala ang promo fare. hayy sobrang sayang but we're having a plan B. siguro it'll be subic or batanes nalang. becky is pushing for batanes. my itinerary na nga daw siya hehe. well i hope it'll push through. we didn't realize how much we missed each others company till nagkitakita kami. so c u girls next time!