rain, friends & jane austen

i love a rainy day. syempre coz its malamig masaya my ka hug kaso wala akong ka-hug haha. anyway, its wednesday meaning its schoolday for me in UP. its supposed to be a meeting break for my Art Stud 281 class but we had to meet the consultant from IPO for the forum we're organizing so our class had a meeting with her instead. it was raining very hard that i was wishing there will be a suspension of classes after lunch but there was none. i told becky & che that if the classes will be suspended, i'll meet them in trinoma. i miss these 2 girls along with my old friends way back in elem & high school. i last saw becky & love in my brother's wedding & i've been trying to compromise our schedules so we could meet again. but obviously our schedules are so sabog that we can't find a common time that we're all free. so i did my errand for the class & read a little at the library till my 530 class. we we're dismissed at 8pm. i was a bit sleepy already. the previous night kasi i slept at 8pm but i woke up at 2:30am and i haven't sleep na till i prepared for school. i thought it'll work for me hindi pala coz inaantok ako towards late afternoon.

before i went to bed i watched the vcd hannah lent me. it's an old movie called, the jane austen book club. honestly i haven't read a book by jane austen but i know there are movie adaptations of her novels like pride & prejudice, sense & sensibility & emma. it's a good movie but i think i would have understood it more if i have read her works coz obviously the theme is about her 6 novels and how its actually visible in their own lives & experiences. i got from the movie a quote from an austen book which says, the trick to loving is letting go.

i believe this is true. its much like the quote, if you love someone set him free...blah blah..its hard to push yourself to someone who doesn't care or love you anymore. it keeps your dignity and respect for yourself if you let that person go and have him realize for himself what he's lost. behaving this way actually will make you win him back or will let you completely move on and get over him. its really difficult to let go of someone you love but letting go is not saying that you don't love him anymore. for me its more of like telling him, i love you that much that i want you to be happy.